A young woman's genuine desire and determination to serve her country in the US Navy becomes a heart-wrenching first-person accounting of her efforts to overcome the trauma of multiple rapes spanning five years and four duty stations while she continued to serve her country with honor and dignity. Her struggle to uncover the 40-year secret she has kept and address the horrors of Military Sexual Trauma (MST) brings the reader to the very core of her agony in a journey of full disclosure and healing.