You were very afraid of me, worried that you would hold me accountable for my being late or absent, or even if you went to a café or visited a friend. The stories were annoying you. There were many women, but you did not realize that Khadija was one until you tried that. I do not claim that I did not know women other than you. Especially before we met, and each one had a role, a time, and a story. One is no longer engraved in the memory. Even the one we used to call first love has become in the news, and I do not believe That there is love that remains alive, these are myths, and those who remain attached to their first love are officially crazy. Qais alone is a jinn at Laila, and Romeo is a European version of the Arab Qais. They are all crazy. Ask all those who went through the experience of the first lover and did not succeed, or ask those who succeeded and got married, where are their homes now? Most of them separated from each other. There is no rule, Khadija