He began to fade into the middle of a dream, and found himself in Nazareth. He saw his father shrugging his shoulders and smiling, saying to him, "Just as I cannot ask you all the questions, you cannot give me all the answers." He was still alive when he felt a sponge soaked in water and vinegar moisten his lips. He looked down and saw a man walking away, carrying a bucket and a stick on his shoulder. But what Jesus Christ did not see on earth was the black bowl into which his blood was dripping.